Thursdays are my favourite days.

I AM GOING TO SEE DRAGONFORCE ON FRIDAY WOOHOO it will be my first ever gig, i am very excited

but i am also sad because we were all meant to be going to my granny and grandpas for christmas, even my mum, but then my mum has gone and ruined it by going behind my dads back and doing something really mean which has really pissed him off and ruined his new year so now he says he doesn't want her to come to my granny and grandpas, but we cant leave her on her own so that means we cant go. So I still am yet to have a happy christmas (i've never had one that i remember, it always ends in arguments, tears, disappointment and tension you could cut with a knife )
sorry for ranting but i am really annoyed and upset about this cause my grandparents are getting really old and this was really the last chance we had to spend christmas with them, i can't even remember the last time we went there.

though i should be having a nice new year which i'm glad of cause the poo invited me to his new year party even though it means leaving my dad alone (because of my mum) anyway i don't want to spend new year with him only cause he is always pathetic and needy and it makes me even more depressed and angry. which sounds mean but it is true.

and i am fed up of being so cold, our downstairs boiler is broken but my mum won't get anyone to fix it
and now we have the rubbish mouldy coloured journal skins again
and i am being gay complaining about all this stuff

on a lighter note i really love diluting juice at the moment, just the smell cheers me up a little
and you can have it hot, but you can't have hot orange juice or pure fruit juice (well you can but it wouldn't taste good)

toodle pip!